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I know that I haven’t posted anything in awhile but I use my neighbor’s internet, with his permission of course, and his modem had gotten broke. Long story short, I haven’t been able to get online until today so here I am. 🙂

I have begun to notice that I have been wanting to use my mystic fairies tarot deck for awhile now. I’ll do a personal reading now and then but it just feels like my heart just isn’t really in it. I feel like I want to grow as far as tarot goes and get myself another deck.one that’s more challenging. Don’t get me wrong I love my fairies deck but it’s definitely a beginner’s deck. And there’s nothing wrong with that at all. But I have been seeing a witch’s tarot deck and a vampire tarot deck at my favorite bookstore but it seems that every time I get to go to that store, it seems that I never have enough for the decks and for what I want as well. But this time it seems as if I might be able to get one or the other. I feel like its been a test to see if I really want these decks and I can honestly say that I do 🙂

Magic and Magick

I see posts about people getting offended over witches getting compared to harry potter wizards and things like that. And there are people of other religions that actually think that pagans and witches can performs magic like that. I just want to clear it up for those new to paganism. Ok, magic, spelled with a “c”, is the kind of magic that is seen in movies and by people like criss angel. It’s strictly for entertaining purposes. And its usually used to pick fun at us pagans. Sometimes its meant to be mean but not always.

Now magic, spelled with a “k”, is the kind that we practice during spellwork. It’s nature in its finest. It’s what comes from inside each of us. Its our intent that we put out in nature when we release energy from spellwork. Its the feeling that you get when someone isn’t a nice person and its the auras you see or feel from everyone and everything.

If I’m not being clear then you might could look it up. 🙂



Today I watched a great YouTube channel called TheShoeWhisperer and I just love her videos. One particular video stuck out for me and its an exercise of a sort. She said to hold your hands about a foot apart and concentrate on the energy between your hands. Slowly move your hands closer together. Really feel the energy that’s there. It’s different for everyone, she called it a box of energy but to me it felt more like a ball of energy. It felt like a ball of energy strands. I felt tiny pushes of energy circulate at different rates on my fingers, the tips of my fingers and on my palms. I also noticed that the tips lf my fingers seemed drawn together while my palms pushed apart. Like the wrong ends of a magnet. I tried this exercise at least twice and got the same results of a sort.

Everyone’s reactions and experiences will be different and that’s ok. Energy reacts differently towards different people. So try it for yourself and leave a comment below and tell me how it was for you.

(Link to the video is here–> https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=J7Pu0EKlTLs)


Suprise suprise

Ok so I had to go to the doctor and have an MRI done on my head, and my arms still hurt from them inserting the contrast dye, but as the test was happening, I felt a tingling right in the middle of my forehead and can still feel it now somewhat. But it kind of surprised me that my third eye chakra would open itself at that moment in time. I was not expecting it. I also had a visit from the goddess Gaia and another woman who called herself the butterfly maiden. Odin stopped by but it was a brief visit. The butterfly maiden never did tell me her name but she did give me a pair of black and purple butterfly wings for a few minutes. It was an amazing and happy surprise to get those visits though. I now want to do some research and find out who the butterfly maiden is. Any information will help 🙂

Yesterday I had done some pendulum meditation work with my pendulum. I asked it a few questions. Are there any spirits near me? (no) is the goddess near? (yes) is her name Gaia?(yes) is a god beside her? (yes) is his name Odin? (yes) I meditated a bit at that point and then stored my pendulum away. I felt safe having those questions answered. It lifted my mood. Now I know that pendulum work isn’t for everyone but I like it.

Let me know what you think in the comments below 🙂 ♥


Coloring isn’t just for kids!

I was always one of those children that just loved to color and draw, even though I wasn’t very good at it 🙂 and I’ve always felt kind of silly buying the children’s coloring books as an adult but I’ve noticed that there are now coloring books for adults. I’ve seen these in places like books-a-million, WalMart, even the dollar stores now have them. I bought one to start with and I now own four of them along with colored pencils and fine tip colored markers. (tip: colored pencils work better with the books since there are lots of tiny details in them)

The coloring book pictured below is my newest addition. I was originally looking for books one day at WalMart when I ran into an old friend from high school. She was flipping through each coloring book as we were talking and I noticed the one she picked up happened to be about crystals and I thought “how perfect to aid in learning” I immediately felt the urge to get it. After she and I parted ways, I grabbed the coloring book and started flipping through it myself and the more I looked, the more I fell in love with it. I ended up buying it and a pack of colored pencils that very day.


when I got home I meditated on the book and sent a silent thanks to my friend who if it weren’t for her, I wluldn’t have even noticed it.  in the book you’ll see black and white pages of each crystal in alphabetical order and then ln the back of each page it gives you a short description of each crystal and what color it is and what its associated with. WIN_20151210_141300

Pictured above is one of the pages in the book. And pictured below is the back of that page.


coloring is an excellent alternative to meditation and its something that you can do with your children.  its a great way of teaching them something wiccan 🙂 without anyone else knowing, especially if you’re like me and are around those that don’t approved of it. :)♥:)

Let me know what you think.


I had always heard that keeping a journal is beneficial. So when I bought my rune set, I saw a journal that just screamed perfect.  I started using it the day I started using my runes and I have to say that I love it. I am amazed at my results sometimes. Most days I do a single rune draw for that day but occasionally I do a rune spread and both ways has given me either answers or new prospective to see from. I take in note my emotions during the rune drawing and who is around me. Below is a picture of my rune journal. I’m not going to show you any of my writing because that’s personal. Feel free to comment below or show images of your journals. Don’t forget to follow me on Facebook ♥

this is my rune journal. I thought it was perfect since runes are associated with possibilities and that’s what the cover says ♥



I felt sadness this morning and I couldn’t understand why but then I got on social media and realized that the people of France are experiencing what we in  America felt on that day in September. I am now sending Reiki healing energy and my prayers to them as I feel it in my hands to heal and to help them. They helped our country in our time of need so now its our turn. So feel free to pray and send energy to them.in this time. Make sure to light a candle as well.

Blessed be